We are on the edge of an exciting and hopefully fun weekend! This is the weekend of the Bender reunion here in Indiana. After lots of planning and work, both mental and physical, the time is almost here. Tomorrow Mom, Fannie, Grandma, Rachel and several of my nieces are planning to come to make the food. We are planning to make as much of the food in advance as possible. My nerves sometimes don't handle this type of pressure very well . I have been struggling with worry and can't hardly eat. There have been several times I have thrown up and I know it is those old nerves of mine. So,if you think about me this weekend. please pray for a calm spirit. I really want to enjoy the weekend but also want to make sure everything is just right. We have a lot of things happening and I want every one to have an enjoyable time, including me.
I really need to get to bed and try to get some much needed sleep. I have not been getting more then 4-6 hours a night for several weeks and it is starting to wear me down. Good night, sleep tight, Let God be your guide in the days to come!